Fear is my friend and my ally

 

Fear is our friend and our ally; how does that statement compute with the logical left brain part of us?
 
 Frankly, the thing I am most afraid of is me. Along the way in life’s journey I have failed to listen to guidance and at times put myself in situations that I would have preferred to have avoided. I have ignored my inspiration and guidance. In conversation with a spirit body one day I asked how to protect me from me. I was asked to give an example of how I would need to protect me from me; I offered, when I am in denial for example. 
 
The response was to ask for divine intervention, to allow for divine intervention. The saying “you cannot get it wrong” comes from this concept.  If I am about to endanger myself, then I ask, pray, whatever terminology you like, for divine intervention. In this way, I am in partnership with the power that is greater than me. I surrender my life experiences to the power greater than me that knows so much more than my human mind can conceive. 
 
In this way my fear is the motivator for me to partner with something that can support me in ways I never imagined. Fear is my friend and my ally. 
 

Website Questions for the Week Ending May 11, 2012

 

Is the pain of loss that I am feeling a negative energy that I should try and erase from all thought?
 
In my experience when I have asked for advice from my team on the other side in regard to pain or the pain body they have suggested that  I stop resisting the pain but rather allow myself to wallow in the pain; similar to a pig wallowing in mud. They have suggested that whatever we resist becomes greater as we push it away. 
During the times when I have felt pain, I have stepped into it whole heartedly allowing myself to feel it. Initially it would take days for me to clear pain, but now I can move through something much quicker, sometimes in minutes. 
 
 
 
Are there specific/unique energies embedded in every piece of artwork?
 
I use a standard set of fifty five ideals or energy essences in the artwork I do. Each piece of art I create contains at least one essence or ideal in it.  So any art piece will contain alchemy of any one to all of these ideals or energy essences combined. 
 
Sometimes I use the color of the artwork to draw in the energy of something in my three dimensional world that may not be as easy to articulate as the ideals can be.  I recently completed a layer of color on some artwork that was basically beige, dark brown and a very light soft yellow. I felt frustrated with these pieces of art because from my perspective they did not look attractive. I was also irritated at the time it was taking to complete this artwork and how many different layers of color I was putting on it.    All of this was very out of character for me. I usually have the patience to realize that artwork takes as long as it takes with as many layers as it takes and this is part of the process. It did not occur to me that I had drawn in something that was unfamiliar to me. This was something that I had not used previously and my body was reacting to what I was drawing in.  As I proceeded to question my partners on the artwork pieces they asked me to wait.  They responded with “you would soon understand exactly what you are working with”.
 
Within a few days a young eagle flew near and perched on the tree bedside my bedroom window. As I stood and watched it, I noticed the yellow in the claws. My artwork partners then pointed out how the brown and beige on the eagle was exactly the same as the brown and the beige color in the artwork.  I realized then that I had been drawing in something that I witness quite often.  It never consciously occurred to me until that moment that I had been drawing in the energy essence of the young eagle. The feeling of this energy essence was so new to me. It is one thing to view the young eagle in nature and it is entirely different to experience becoming a partner with the young eagle’s energy essence. I kept hearing the word strength repeated over and over again. According to my understanding I was using the color code to partner with the strength of the eagle. I suspect the artwork once completed will be extremely healing because of this. 
 
According to my code the three colors comprising the young eagle’s energy essence used in this artwork are;
The color brown is symbolic of peace, expansion, ease, generosity and success. This culminates in wisdom and peace having an outcome of partnership with money. Brown will often have a hidden agenda of patience. 
Beige is one of the few colors related to timing resulting in love and healing. The alchemy of peace, two parts sacred space, partnership, wisdom reaches a pinnacle of timing with no hidden agenda. This color clearly is all about love and healing.
 
When the color yellow is used it is symbolic of gratitude, sacred space, two parts clarity, ease and generosity. This ends in partnership and peace through collaboration which results in a greater level of peace. 
As an example the list of the first 26 ideals as they relate to the alphabet within my current code are:
 
a=1=love
b=2=peace
c=3=joy
d=4=abundance
e=5=sacred space
f=6=heightened awareness
g=7=wisdom
h=8=knowledge
i=9=partnership
j=10=trust
k=11=collaboration
l=12=clarity
m=13=excellence
n=14=success
o=15=ease
p=16=compassion
q=17=freedom
r=18=expansion
s=19=protection
t=20=perfection=peace
u=21=creativity
v=22=blessing
w=23=generosity
x=24=credibility
y=25=gratitude
z=26=contentment
 

It’s not always as easy as it looks

 

One of the things I know about myself is that I make managing the psychic body look easy for the most part.  Many people do not understand just how much time I put into practice because it appears as though all of the things I am able to do just come naturally to me, in other words  I make it look  easy.

Sometimes even I, because I am so committed to my practice and become so proficient at managing my whole body forget what it is like for those of you who are living a life where you are not quite as practiced as I am.  Over the past few months when I was on hiatus from my regular schedule I have been put to the test within my own world. My world has been expanding into new markets where I am becoming more visible to the general public. I recently took a trip to San Diego and then to Los Angeles and will be heading to San Antonio, Texas in a couple of weeks.

I was smart enough to recognize before the travel started that the increase in exposure would rock my world for a bit. And it did. The first trip to San Diego had many new awareness’s for me as to just how sensitive I was and how excellently I was able to read the energy field and the potentials within it. That said, it was exhausting for me to manage all of that in close proximity to a large group of people.  There was just enough time in between the San Diego trip and the Los Angeles trip for me to ground, recoup and come completely back to Ellen, the new Ellen. This took approximately four weeks. Now I am faced with only two weeks between Los Angeles and San Antonio. 

There is so much to share on this process that I cannot do it all here. Along with this process Jordan has been committed to making changes to the regular site, mobile website, and blog.

More recently, I had a New York art gallery inquire about my artwork, suggesting I might want to submit a portfolio. It feels busy, a new kind of busy and I am practicing the tools I have used previously and the tools I have shared with others.

Even for someone as practiced as myself, this has been very challenging at times. Hypersensitive individuals are just that, hypersensitive to the world around them. Accept it…adjust life accordingly and realize the adjustments will not last forever and soon the new normal will be just that normal for you. 

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Featured Art (May)

Just Another Breakthrough

The partner on this artwork is David. This is the second piece of art that he and I have created together. I never met David in person while he was here in human form, our relationship started after he had died when he appeared in my living room to tell me his family members would soon be visiting.

People often ask me if there is a requirement for the purchaser to know the partner in order for the artwork to achieve results. David has asked that he be the first to demonstrate in a big way that there is no requirement to have known each other here on earth in order for the relationship to grow or for the partner to work on your behalf to clear any number of legacies. From David’s perspective, there is no veil other than the one you create for yourself.

Those with the name David are always clearing a legacy of faith through the doors of abundance and healing. While creating this artwork, I felt like I was being asked once again to step into a new more heightened level of faith. I remember saying very vividly; “David I hope the abundance and healing are right around the corner because I may have used up all of my faith.” To which he responded “that is quite alright Ellen, I have more than enough for both of us.”

There are three messages built into the title of the artwork. The first being peace arrives through wisdom and healing, the second is to bask in the partnership of knowledge and love and the third is there is wisdom that is two parts joy and one part love embedded in this artwork.

I love canvas because it sends the message that the life experiences of the owner require love, peace, joy and abundance as the cornerstones of their existence. Art on canvas always includes hidden blessings, protection and success.  The wood frame is indicative of partnering those cornerstones of love, peace, joy and abundance with the generosity and ease of access of materials available within the universe.

The size of the art speaks to the ideals which are the priority for the art.  This artwork has dimensions of 48 by 60 inches. According to my code, the number 48 results in divine intervention utilizing the energy of abundance and knowledge, in a secondary position joy, the number 3 utilizes the energy of love and peace.

The number 60 symbolizes an unknown result utilizing the energy of heightened awareness and healing.

These 2 numbers result in the number 18 which is expansion utilizing the energy of love and knowledge. In a secondary position is the number 9 which is indicative of partnership with money.

This artwork has two layers, the first being one of the appearance of chaos where everything looks out of balance. The colors used in the first layer were different hues of purple and blue, brown, and white.  According to my code, these colors symbolize wisdom, peace, abundance and love.

The partner asks me to again re-iterate than even the energy of wisdom, peace, abundance and love can have the appearance of chaos and crisis to those who are unable to feel the energy and know that there is in actuality nothing chaotic at all but rather the culmination of something spectacular.

Any time paint is used it speaks to heightened awareness in regard to compassion, love, partnership, success and perfection.  The ceiling paint heightens the component of peace building on the partnership of sacred space, joy, clarity, success and wisdom.

This artwork has three paint components, oil, latex and acrylic. I often use ordinary house paint mixed with acrylic paints to create depth and texture. There is a recycle component to the artwork as the paint used is primarily left over, disregarded or considered a mistake through the perception of human error. In the world of my art there are no mistakes and the things that look the worst initially can generate an outcome of complete and utter beauty.

Oil paint is the indicator that completion is at hand through the use of ease, partnership and clarity. Latex indicates new knowledge which always results in love. The acrylic paint is symbolic of our desire for heightened awareness and knowledge within any given situation. It acts as an amplifier.

This second layer allows a breakthrough of everything in the first layer without the appearance of chaos or crisis. The peace symbolized by the color white is influenced by abundance (blue) and wisdom (purple).

From my perspective this is one powerful piece of artwork and one powerful partner.

 

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